Maternity Must Haves

I thought it'd be fun to list a few of the tangible things that have gotten me through my pregnancy...namely the thoughest parts, such as approx. 24 weeks of nauseousness and side sleeping.  So here's my list (so far!) of what I've found in this pregnancy to be my "maternity must haves."

1. Leachco back and belly pillow.  Life saver, let me tell you.  I've struggled to sleep well at night during my pregnancy, and at the beginning was having to use a bazillion pillows to try to keep me propped up.  This pillow has helped me get quite a few good nights sleep.  (Though those are lessening, which the veteran moms tell me is normal.  I guess even a great pillow can't do it all.)  I also find that putting a pillow between my legs helps even more.

2.  Be-Band Maternity Band.  This and my favorite stretchy tops helped carry me to a little over 20 weeks without having to buy maternity clothes.  It was a birthday present in January from a friend who "had a feeling" I was pregnant. :)  Good thinking.

3.  Belly Bar products.  I've been taking Belly Bar prenatal chewable vitamins for the majority of my pregnancy as the One-a-days made me really sick.  I haven't had any problems with these.  I like that they don't have food dyes in them too.  I also love the supplement bars, which provide even more vitamins and minerals, and were sometimes the only thing I really felt like eating.  (Especially during that nasty flu!)  The s'mores flavor is awesome!

4.  iPad and Kindle for iPad.  Okay, okay I must confess.  No, we can not afford this fun little contraption, but yes I was blessed with one for Christmas from work!!  Crazy and super fun gift that I am certainly grateful for!  I'm sure I'm still not using it to its fullest potential, but I certainly improved that when I discovered the free Kindle for iPad app.  My first purchase?  Baby Bargains 2011, a life saver for a novice pregnant lady like me!  I was also able to save money by purchasing my latest bible study, "That I May Know Him," on here, as well as the book I recently mentioned, "The Fitting Room" by Kelly Minter, based on Colossians 3, which is part of my current study.  Needless to say, for a book lover and person who craves information like me, this is a great alternative, (besides the library and half-price bookstore!), to read more books for less than it would normally cost.  I also have LOVED the free "Hello Baby" app by Pampers.  It allows us to see a true to size representation of how our baby is growing every week - so neat!Next I'll be looking for great new mom and baby apps!  Any suggestions??

(from Amazon)

5. La Croix sparkling water with a lime.  So I have still neglected to tell you about our babymoon and the awesome experience of getting bumped on the way there and thus being moved to first class for the last leg of our flight to Florida from Atlanta.  Talk about FUN!!!  Neither Kevin nor I have ever flown first class and it was so much fun.  They bring snacks every other second, (a pregnant lady's dream! :), and they serve drinks in real glasses!  We just had a blast in those cushy seats in the company of people who actually belonged there.  Ha.  I wanted to get something other than plain old water, and since I'm not drinking soda, caffeine, or artificial sweetners, (for the most part!), I checked out the little in flight menu.  My new favorite discovery was made - La Croix sparkling water with a wedge of lime.  I then drank a lot of it on vacation and have continued to do so since.  I can't seem to find anything inappropriate about this treat during pregnancy, (please correct me if I'm wrong!), and it satisfies that need for something fizzy and "pop" like!  A bonus is it's much cheaper than Perrier sparkling water- also yummy!

(It comes in different flavors, but for now I prefer the plain...and I promise, squeezing a wedge of lime in it makes all the difference!!)

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6.  My Honey K-Love.  This nickname for Kevin goes way back to the beginning.  And of course no "must-have" list could be complete without him!  He has done such a great job as my foot rubber, emotional supporter, cheerleader, prayer warrior, and God-seeking leader through this whole process.  We have been humbled and amazed from day one by God's mercy, grace, and goodness as we prayed for and became pregnant with our first child.  All those years of waiting and praying for the man God had for me continue to be so worth it with every stage of life we go through together, both the struggles and the sweet times. It is a joy to travel through this life with him, and I can't wait to fall in love with him all over again when I see him love our sweet baby.  My heart overflows and I give God all the glory.

(I love this pic...but he might not so I won't make it bigger. :)

Well, there's my short list of maternity must haves for now!  I need to post about being 29 weeks today!!  My belly is at a place that it now shocks me and makes me laugh every time I walk by a mirror! Ha!  I'm just so excited to see the sweet face of the baby growing in there!

Christ in me, The Hope of Glory

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Today I started a study on the book of Colossians - what a powerful book of the bible!  This study is the second part of the Kay Arthur study I mentioned my small group was doing a while back, called "That I May Know You."  It includes a study on both Philippians and Colossians.  (There is one available for every book of the bible - for only about $8 or $9 at cbd.com!!)  This has definitely forever changed the way I will study and work to grasp God's Word.  When you start to really read passages over and over, digging deep into the purpose and context of what they are all about, you quickly realize how often our Christian culture has taken verses out of the context they were written in.  Both Philippians and Colossians are letters written from Paul while he was in prison...literally suffering in chains.

I am already loving studying Colossians, after just carefully reading through it a few times, in a few different versions.  I was especially convicted and challenged today by the prayer Paul told those at Colosse that he was praying for them in verses 9-13.  Paul says he is praying this in response to hearing about their love in the Spirit upon their hearing and embracing the gospel.

"For this reason, since the day we heard about you, we have not stopped praying for you and asking God to fill you with the knowledge of his will through all spiritual wisdom and understanding.  And we pray this in order that you may live a life worthy of the Lord and may please him in every way: bearing fruit in every good work, growing in the knowledge of God, being strengthened with all power according to his glorious might so that you may have great endurance and patience, and joyfully giving thanks to the Father, who has qualified you to share in the inheritance of the saints in the kingdom of light.  For he has rescued us from the dominion of darkness and brought us into the kingdom of the Son he love, in whom we have redemption, the forgiveness of sins." Col. 1:9-13

Wow.  I love that God even blesses us with the access to His power which strengthens us in this way.  A strength that we so desperately need.  I also got on blueletterbible.org and read the New Living Translation, and I loved verses 11 and 12: "We also pray that you will be strengthened with all his glorious power so you will have all the endurance and patience you need. May you be filled with joy, always thanking the Father."

Then, at the end of the chapter I loved verse 27 - "And this is the secret: Christ lives in you. This gives you assurance of sharing his glory." (NLT)  The NIV says, "God has chosen to make known among the Gentiles the glorious riches of the mystery, which is Christ in you, the hope of glory."   I love that!!  How often do we need to be reminded of the glorious riches that come from the awesome privilege of Christ living in us!!!  He is the "hope of glory," which is to come when our temporary time on this often painful and confusing earth is done.  In our darkest moments we must remember that we have a hope beyond anything we could imagine.  This is what should drive us to share the gospel eagerly and urgently.  Right when I read this phrase it brought to mind a song that I have been listening to often lately and that I love called "Everything" by Tim Hughes.  I do long for God to be my everything; I am so grateful that He has been so faithful and has promised to be faithful through everything in my life.

When I was searching for the song, I saw a clip of Craig Groeschel speaking at a Hillsong conference in 2009 and he said, "I choose, I force myself to choose, the pain of obedience rather than the comfort of disobedience.  When you suffer for the glory of the One who suffered and died for you, embrace it, take it in.  Don't whine about it but say, 'I praise God in heaven that I get to suffer ever so little for the glory of the one who suffered and died for me."  WOW.  That is some powerful stuff that pierced me straight in the heart this morning. This song and the verses I shared are my prayer today; I hope you are encouraged by this today too!!

Miscellany Monday - Happy 3rd trimester!!!

1. Third trimester.  Well friends, I'm in it to win it...less than 3 months to go until we meet Baby Love!!!  I vascillate between shock, disbelief, and adrenaline rushing excitement!  It took me a long time at the beginning to really jump into all things pregnancy and baby...maybe protecting myself from the possibility that something could go wrong and/or wanting to not lose focus on our marriage before little one arrives.  But after vacation I went into full swing mommy mode!  Registries, research, nursery planning, day dreaming, etc.  Might have a little something to do with the little firework's movements in my ever expanding belly!!  I have been waiting for this since I was an itty bitty myself and I couldn't be more excited!  Whenever I start organizing the baby's new things and stacking his/her new clothes it seriously feels reminiscent of all those years I played "house" and cared for my babies for hours as a little girl.  But this time it's real!  And because I keep promising updated pics, here's a couple from my first super fun baby shower!!!

My super cute new diaper bag!!

My lovely mom - Nana to be!  (This is her 3rd grandbaby)

My lovely friends - thanks girls!!!

2.  Speaking of 3rd trimester....I had my 28 week glucose/blood test Friday.  Someone called from the office and confirmed while I don't have gestational diabetes - (yay!!!), I am in fact anemic!  Not a surprise to me, (or Kevin for that matter), as lately it's felt like all I say is "I'm tired."  I have been much less than productive.  Turns out little Love has been taking all that iron I need.  So I'm officially on a supplement, and hopefully on my way to having more energy.  I guess I'm not surprised because I really don't eat that much meat.  Chicken is less than attractive to me most of the time, and I've never really been a big fan of red meat.  Though Kevin has informed me he will be bringing home steaks tonight!  Ha ha.  I'm very thankful that this has been the first bump in a very healthy pregnancy!

3.  Home sweet home.  We're definitely going to have one...right around the time when the baby comes!  Might sound crazy to most, but to me it's another example of God's perfect timing and knowing what we can handle.  We found an awesome place to rent, but as of right now it won't be available until the first week in September.  I just might be the only woman pregnant in the summer that prays to go late!  (My due date is August 31st)  However, prayer is powerful...so maybe between our families and all you wonderful bloggy friends we can pray that place into availability a bit sooner.  ;)  Honestly, I'm just so thankful that after what will be about 8 or 9 months of nomading it, we will get our stuff out of storage and have a place to call home again!  What a wild ride this has been...and will forever make a GREAT story!

4.  Dog sitting.  This week we get to take a break from the charming yet ovenless/washer-dryerless log cabin as we are house/dog sitting for our friends.  It is a JOY let me tell you.  They have a beautiful home with a cute backyard...and for better or worse, 2 t.v's.  Keep in mind, that's 2 more than Kevin and I have had in a long time.  Last night as I was watching Food Network Star and he was watching the NBA Finals, (it was weird to be home and apart!), I realized how blessed we are to be in the stage of life we are in - living in small spaces without a whole lot of extraneous entertainment apart from each other.  I am sure it has caused us to spend so much more quality time together - and I am thankful for that!

Speaking of dogs, how cute is my God-seeking little fella?! :)

5.  Cloth diapers...I'm diving in.  I wasn't going to go public with my desire to do this in order to avoid the naysayers and scoffers...but the wonderful world-wide blogging world has boosted my confidence and even got me excited about this little (or big!) endeavor I'd like to try.  Kevin has been awesome about saying he will be supportive to try whatever I feel passionate about, and I've told him I don't want to be afraid to do hard things.  We both agree if it doesn't work it doesn't work - but I really want to try.  So I have been doing all kinds of research this weekend and I feel pretty excited about trying a few different kinds.  We definitely want to ease into it, (a.k.a. maybe not start the first few weeks...remember, I don't know exactly what I'm doing! :), and it seems like everyone has to find what works for them through a little trial and error.  I also think I want to try a combination of those with disposable inserts, and those with all-in-one cloth inserts.  The only thing I think I'm pretty for sure about is that I don't want to stuff too many pockets.  So far I'm most excited to try Bum Genius Elemental All in ones, Best Bottoms One Size, Rumparoos G2 One Size, and g diapers.  Any thoughts or opinions??  I have watched several videos, seen some in stores, and read many blogs.  I've never heard anyone not love the Bum Genius ones, but I'm most intrigued by the Best Bottoms and Rumparoos for their user-friendliness, versatility, materials, and leg gussets (good for holding in messes!).  The g diapers (and best bottoms!) sound good for travel or away from home situations.  Please share your opinions!  (but please no scoffing :)

6.  Next on my reading list.  I have great respect for Kelly Minter.  She writes great Bible studies, seems extremely down to earth, and is completely relatable.  She has recently written a book called The Fitting Room, and it's the next thing I want to read this summer.  It's all about putting on the character of Christ.  The ladies in the "bloom" book club on the website (in)courage are studying this book throughout the summer, (though I'm kind of missing that!).  If you're looking for something challenging and inspirational to read, maybe check it out!

7.  Sweet peace in pregnancy.  I am content and determined to savor and enjoy these last few months of pregnancy.  For whatever reason, maybe because I've struggled to be comfortable in my own skin at other times of life, I love having this baby growing inside me.  My pregnant body feels purposeful and it's empowering in crazy ways.  I feel so much freedom in knowing how healthy it is for my body to grow and expand right now.  It is so much fun to feel my sweet Baby Love kicking and flipping and exploring so actively inside me.  While I'm sure it can't compare to holding this baby in my arms, I never want to forget what sweet moments we've shared together while he/she grows inside me.  Even yesterday at church I felt a little emotional during worship when I saw a woman leading who has been pregnant but recently had her baby.  It might sound weird, but it put into perspective for me what it must be like to have such an intimate experience with your baby inside of you where there is not yet separation, then having to trust and release for the rest of your life as your baby grows and isn't always with you.  Very powerful.  Whew...God is going to teach me A LOT through this baby!!!

That's my miscellany for today if you made it through!  Here's to another week of wonderful summer!



His Eye is On the Sparrow

I so wanted to title this post, "Overflowing With Lemonade," in reference to my seemingly incessant need lately to take the lemons life has thrown at us and make lemonade.  Not quite as easy when you're pregnant, I've quickly found.  I know some people have an aversion to how those online often seem to make life seem fake and problem free, (of course we all know it's not!!)...but I wonder if that's because it often feels like a bummer to get on here and be a downer in our weak moments.  Particularly those moments when I don't have perspective and I'm not handling it well.  Which is quite possibly why I've been avoiding...

I know all too well there are MANY people who would love their biggest problems all at one time to be not having a permanent dwelling, cars ending their lifespan, and other annoying little inconveniences.  There are families desperately praying to have more time with those they love the most, or grieving those they have lost...and that is pain.  I know people in physical pain so constant that they are longing for Heaven and relief.  So the last few weeks in our life have felt like trials, but I know they're just exhausting bumps in the road.  At the end of the day Kevin and I are growing close to each other and to God through them.  And the precious little firework in my belly is a continuous reminder of His unending and overwhelming faithfulness.  I am loving this little person more and more everyday, and it has taught me more than anything else in all of my life that very little external circumstances are really a very big deal.  Because the big things in life are BIG.  Relationships and increasingly loving, trusting, and looking like Christ are what it's all about.

I have been reminded often lately of the verse, "Are not two sparrows sold for a penny?  Yet not one of them will fall to the ground apart from the will of your Father.  And even the very hairs of your head are all numbered.  so don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows."  Matthew 10:29-31

Thankfully I am not a precious little bird...I am a child of the King...of THE Creator.  That's big time.  Why should I worry...why should I ever be afraid?  I am a broken, human girl...but I have such hope and joy.  I was majorly convicted Sunday when one of Kevin's coworkers and our friend who reads my blog said to me, "When I keep hearing about your all's circumstances I just keep thinking about 'Crazy Joy.'  This is it."  Ha.  I was convicted by my own blog title...what I claim to be all about!!  But he's right.  The reason I live, I write, I rejoice is because I know in my soul this crazy truth:  regardless of our pain, our circumstances, or our trials, we can have real and ridiculous joy from the hope found through a relationship of Jesus and the promise of Heaven.  For real.  Even when the burden and weariness feel so heavy.  So while that wasn't easy to hear on a Sunday morning after a night of tears, it was exactly what I needed to be brought back to.  The fact that I'm not alone and I'm not living for the comforts of this life.

The other blessing that has always come during times of trial for me is the way my family loves, encourages, and rallies around me...it reminds me that that's who we are.  There is nothing like family to have your back and remind you that you're loved when you need it most.  My family has done this for me too many times to count in my 30 years.  They have sacrificed for me over and over without hesitation or ridicule.  Endless grace resulting in overwhelming gratitude.  That is so much of why I am beyond excited for Kevin and I to start our own family with sweet little Baby Love.  Because I want him or her to know that kind of grace, generosity, and joy...and to give all the glory to God for it.

Okay, I just had to get that out and be real with you all.  I am committing in my heart to get on here and shine my little light more often.  I have so many unshared fun posts in my head...like how I've GOT to show you this big baby belly!  Little sweet thing is growing like crazy, and I love it!!!  While I won't be decorating a nursery before the baby comes, I have so many fun ideas/inspirations, and I need to share about the super fun and sweet baby shower my friends threw for me last week!  More to come!  Love to you all!!!

"His eye is on the sparrow...and I know He watches me."

(Who doesn't love Lauryn Hill singing this song!?)



Miscellany Monday - 100 days to go!!!

Well, here's to another Monday after another beloved weekend.  I just looked at my baby tracker and it says Baby love has 100 days left to grow!!!  Wow - hopefully in about 100 days our first baby will have his/her birth day!  Crazy!  What a celebration that will be. :)  The countdown is on...the question is, are mommy and daddy ready???  While we will joyfully receive our baby when he/she comes, we are prayerful and thankful that the little one keeps growing in there for quite awhile!  While of course I want the baby to keep getting bigger, I am liking the 25/26 week pregnant belly for me.  Definitely very prego, but doesn't overwhelm me or tip me over just yet.  Ha ha. 

(The coolest thing just happened as I'm writing this!!!  Baby Love, who has been doing all those small kicks and movements below my belly button, just rolled, or slowly swam or waved hello at the very top of my belly - how cool!  I am AMAZED at how much he/she has grown in even a month.  I love this baby and feeling his/her little lively self in there!!!)

So how about some miscellany for this Monday -

1.  Feeling great.  After last week's less than spectacular update about my aches and pains, I'm happy to say I am feeling much better.  I'm taking everything in stride, and overwhelmed with gratitude that the baby is healthy and I've had a healthy pregnancy so far.  I have nothing to complain about.  As long as Baby Love doesn't have to feel mommy's aches and pains, I am perfectly happy with them.  And my ribs and back have had some good days lately!  I haven't gotten sick in several days which is awesome.  I honestly love my pregnant body more than I could have ever imagined.  It just feels different and I love feeling comfortable, purposeful, and just right in my own skin.  (Though I often have these suddenly strong desires to run a marathon once I'm able...hope that feeling remains after the baby comes!! :)

2.  Home sweet home.  My feeling better might have something to do with the fact that Kevin and I were able to go to Indiana to visit my parents for the weekend.  There is definitely no place like home, no matter how old you get, and the last time we were there was New Year's, when we announced we are pregnant!  It's always so nice to experience the love of where you grew up.  My mom is an expert at hospitality, and she and my dad have been working hard on some home improvement projects. My home town is also such a peaceful place to visit because it's right in the middle of farmland and cornfields.  Quiet and beautiful.  I did feel slightly reminiscent about my college days as my parents were also gracious enough to also let us to our laundry there!  Thankfully they have plenty of compassion for log cabin living. :)  It was also awesome to visit my home church and chat about Baby Love with many people who have known me since I was a baby!  Sweet times for sure.

3.  Puppy love.  My sweet dog Chai turned 7 on May 12th!!!  Wow.  According to the vet he's officially a "senior" now.  Crazy...that news wasn't particularly my favorite I must say.  What a journey he and I have been on.  I got him two summers after I graduated from college because I longed to be a mommy and I just didn't know when that would happen.  So I got a puppy to love on and take care of, which actually did turn out to be a great help!  He was so sweet then, and he still is so sweet now.  He's also the most adaptable dog ever, seeing as how he has lived with me in a total of 7 different places since I've had him!  Wow.  I'm sure I have such a love for him because he's been right by my side through some tough and wonderful transitions.  He is definitely my furry first baby. :)  What's funny now is that I realize I've used my mommy voice to talk to him all these years...so when I talk to my baby belly in that voice his head turns quickly!  Looks like some fun times are ahead as we work on fur baby and real baby sibling bonding in the near future!!

4.  Nursery art.  I have made one piece of artwork for the nursery so far, and it's gotten me very excited to work on some other things!  The funny thing is how indecisive I've been about the nursery and we don't even have one to decorate yet!  My random obsessions are so weird. There are two totally different color schemes I love, though I'm pretty sure I'll stick with the original plan.  I did just realize that because we will probably be renting a house, I most likely won't be able to paint the walls.  Which is just fine because this is real life and not a design show.  And we'll just be happy to have a place!  I do love to look at Etsy for artwork - what are your favorite Etsy shops for nursery art/decorations??

5.  Prayer for Joplin, MO.  My heart broke for the people of Joplin this morning when I heard about the tornado they endured over the weekend.  Apparently 85% of the small town was leveled and many people were killed in this tragedy.  I can't imagine how scary that must have been...as even last night we had a powerful storm here and iI have a special place in my heart for this town because I spent a summer living there at Ozark Christian College as an intern for Christ in Youth, (C.I.Y.), the summer before my senior year in college.  I also attended C.I.Y., a week long event for high schoolers, all 4 years of high school with my youth group.  We made great memories and experienced life changing moments with God on those trips.  When I was an intern I worked with amazing people and it was an incredible summer.  God is powerfully moving in that town through the people He is equipping and working through in that place.  Please join me in lifting them up in prayer, that they might find healing, comfort, peace in the midst of a horrifying reality, and the resources needed for rebuilding their lives.  I know many people in our country have been affected by recent weather related tragedies, and are all in need of powerful prayer and help from the rest of us.

"The Lord is close to the brokenhearted; He rescues those whose spirits are crushed."  Psalm 34:18

Wonderful Wednesday

See, I knew things would start looking up quickly!  Today I had quite the 'duh' moment when my one and only 10 yr old student was quite pleasant during school, and miraculously I was able to much better handle my physical aches.  Hmmm....could the little Mr. Not-so-respectful have had anything to do with my emotional fall out yesterday?!  Amazing how kids can have that effect.  Just remember this little occurrence in several months when I'm all over the place emotionally once again!!! :)

Let's catch up on little baby wonderful, shall we??? 

How far along?  25 weeks today!  Who can even believe it?!  Well, it has been quite the crazy 6 months for me, but it is all of a sudden racing by.  I often get a crazy adrenaline rush that feels like the night before Christmas!  I'm sure that will only continue to increase.  I find myself dreaming and praying a lot about the moment Kevin and I meet this sweet gift.  Apparently baby's size is that of a large rutabaga.  Um, raise your hand if you know what a rutabaga looks like!?  That's what I thought. ;)

Movement:  Two words for little Love: DANCE PARTY!  The little one is having quite the fun time in there, especially when worship music that I'm singing is involved, when I'm sitting quietly in the afternoon, or when Daddy is talking.  The afternoons have been quite active.  So sweet.  This week he/she has decided that lunch is not the favorite meal.  I have thrown up the last two days immediately after I've eaten anything!!!  Violently, I might add.  Ugh.  My back is toast at this point.  But at least today I can totally laugh at the craziness.   And I just love rubbing my big belly and seeing it move.

Maternity clothes:  Love them.  Comfy, comfy - and finally...clothes made to fit me!  What an idea.  (Or maybe now it all just works because my front goes with the back - ha ha).  Shockingly, cheap clothes from Old Navy are my favorite and fit the best.  Perfect for a girl who hates to spend money and doesn't have much to spend!  I only bought a handful of things for our trip to Florida, and if the sun would come back out around here I would greatly enjoy wearing them again.  And again and again...because I'm not buying a new wardrobe.  So far my prediction of enjoying the summer sun while pregnant in maternity dresses/skirts is coming true.  Ask me again at the end of July. ;)

Names:  I mentioned quite awhile ago that we had decided on names and they are staying strong.  I never in a million years thought that I, Miss Indecisive herself, would ever be able to choose a baby name by the birth day!!  Yet God has an amazing way of answering prayer and providing direction and peace.  We are super excited about either!  Speaking of which...

Gender:  Still not finding out...though I've had some moments thinking I'd go crazy from not knowing. We're so close now that I don't even want to spoil the surprise.  I have come a long way with all that and no longer have an ultra sensitivity to people having strong opinions about what the baby is.  Everyone has a 50/50 chance and noone knows, so it doesn't bother me.  It takes me awhile to come around with this stuff.  I am a slooow transitioner into new phases of life and get overwhelmed easily.  I am super sure God is pleased with His choice, and I of course already am too!

Nauseousness/Cravings:  I don't think you need any more details about my inability to keep food down very easily.  But the nauseousness usually just comes in the morning or afternoon if I wait too long to eat or am too hungry.  It's all so on and off again that I'm done with the analyzing.  It is what it is and I'll take it!  As far as cravings, they are totally week to week....hummus and pita bread, fig newtons, corn, tart frozen yogurt, Life cereal, MILK...all seemingly unpredictable and ever changing.  I tire of things easily I think.  And I still don't have an insatiable appetite...more heartburn and indigestion than anything else.  But I am gaining enough weight, so that's good.

Marriage moments:  I'm going to write a whole post about our sweet babymoon and include all our fun beach pics.  Then I'll tell you the bliss that occurred during that week and a half, and how it was the sweetest time ever for Kevin and I.  We squeezed the joy out of every second and every drop of sun.  I have longed for it ever since I've been home.  We saw the sunset on the beach 8 days in a row.  JOY.  The last couple of weeks have been admittedly exhausting as I've been sick and we've been readjusting to real life and work...and the log cabin.  "Thank you Lord for your amazing provision of this cute place...but we are boldly asking for a place of our own soon."  We are so ready.  I don't know if I've mentioned it, (or if it's really necessary), but we don't have an oven, a full size fridge, or a washer and dryer here.  It has all worked out just fine and I know we have more than enough and so much to be thankful for.  But mommy and daddy are both starting to get a little antsy about finding a home to prepare for Baby Love.  A practice of patience and trust that I know will pay off.  My Father will provide, as He always does.

Registry progress:  Really coming along actually!  Thank you so much for your advice in one of my last few posts - very helpful.  Since then I purchased and read Baby Bargains and have been researching my guts out - so much so that I'm ashamed to say it's kind of been the subject of my dreams several nights!  But I'm starting to feel excited about my choices!!  And I have two lists going - the super duper actual wish list, and the "back to reality/what we can afford back-up" list.  We'll just have to wait and see how it all pans out!

Other than that, I'll see about getting some updated belly pics on here tomorrow.  I totally just tried to take one of myself...did not work out so well.  Ha ha.  Sorry for the wordy, wordy brown and white.  Just keeping it real.

The Sun'll Come Out Tomorrow

My grandma called to check on me today and said she "missed me," which translates into also missing my life through this blog!  Sorry Grandma.  :)  I have been slacking and I'm aware...I'm SUCH a procrastinator when I get overwhelmed.  Speaking of which...



I listen to this song at least twice a day lately.  Emotionally, physically, mentally I am so in need of Him - at times it seems like now more than ever.  I truly want to stay so positive during this pregnancy...because I am so humbled and so grateful.  But it has been pretty rough physically lately.  I've been fighting yet another cough, and between that and the occasional/semi-regular throwing up, plus my short waisted self, my ribs and back muscles are crying out for mercy.  (Which I'm pretty sure will come with sweet Baby Love :)  I'm learning a whole new respect and compassion for anyone who's in any sort of chronic pain...I know many people deal with so much worse and I should keep my complaining to myself.  On weak days it really can get to my emotions, and today I finally broke down and told Kevin that I just need to have a bad day.  So I did.  I felt like God was inviting me to be honest so He could embrace me there.  This past Sunday a sweet friend at church, (who's birthed 8 children and adopted 5!!!), encouraged me by explaining the time of pregnancy and everything that goes with it as continuously bringing your body and placing it on the altar for the Lord and what He is doing.  I love that.  What a good God...and I do surrender all of this to Him.  How gracious He is for knitting together such a beautiful work in me.  And how awesome is it that the little one just keeps kicking and flipping away in there, happy with the dark chocolate m&m's that mommy can keep down. :)

So there you have it.  Today I admit this has been hard for me.  Yet oh so wonderful and I love it so much all at the same time.  A fascinating and fabulous experience.  In just a few months I pray my aches and pains will be a distant memory...as I live my dream of holding my sweet precious baby in my arms.  I'm SO excited about that moment!!!

Back from the Babymoon and a Special "Birthday"

We are back from the best babymoon ever!!!!  Kevin and I had the most wonderful, incredible, special 10 days...and honestly, it is sooo hard to be back today after flying in late last night.  Reality is a difficult but necessary adjustment.  We experienced God so much on this trip, and were just overwhelmed with His goodness and mercies.  I'm in a little shock with the cool KY weather as we just spent 8 of the last 10 days enjoying the beauty of the beach.  God is so alive to me through the ocean He created.  We had some great worship times there.  (And by that I mean literal singing on the sand and in the sea - loved it!!!)  We also played in the waves, killed our frisbee record, explored the city, read a lot, talked even more, and shared great food.  Once I download the pics I'll share some of our fun memories.  So good to get away with the man of my dreams and focus on each other so much before the family fun begins!!!

Speaking of Baby Love, I am IN LOVE with him or her for sure! I can honestly say that I dream of and get super and equally excited about either a firstborn son or daughter. God has always known and I trust Him. For some reason I am finding I have a bit of an aversion to others having a definitive perspective on what gender the baby's going to be. I guess it just feels so weird...but I am learning to be graceful.

It is awesome that our sweet little one is on the move so much now...and it is helping me to feel like I'm really getting to know and bond with the baby, which melts my heart.  Baby Love got so excited every single time we sat by the ocean.  A heart like his/her mom (and dad!) for sure!  The placenta must not be in the front (I read that somewhere), because several times this week we could watch my belly and see it bounce or one area move from a kick!  It is so awesome...I laughed whenever I was reading a book and propping it on my belly and the book would move from the baby's movement.  Cute!  I have all kinds of beach belly pics and prego updates...but maybe tomorrow...because today...

is the CELEBRATION of the day I became baptized and born again 20 years ago!!!  I was 10 years old and it was so special.  I remember very clearly being desperate and so ready to surrender my heart and life to Jesus and proclaim my devotion to him!  I'm pretty sure the congregation sang the old hymn, "I have decided to follow Jesus...no turning back...." as I was raised by my dad out of the water - the old was washed away and I was born brand new.  And my life has never been the same.  I would be nothing without my relationship with Jesus and my Creator.  My devotion to Him is deeper now than it has ever been, and I long for everyone to know and experience the joy and hope of seeking after him and being excited about the promise of eternal life!!!  Heaven is going to be something special my friends.  A joy inexpressible.  We are so loved!  I was certainly reminded of that this week as I reflected on how high and wide and vast is the Father's power and His love for me.  He has sought me, carried me, taught me, led me, held me, picked me up, forgiven me, pursued me, and embraced me...through great times and dark times. I rejoice in such an undeserved gift as my Savior. This is the crazy joy I write about. This morning I rocked it out on my way to work by worshiping to the Passion 2011 worship cd that my brother graciously shared with me. It's awesome. The following is a powerful song to play and sing loud and strong at some point today. I pray you are feeling Him carry and pursue you today. Run to Him, fall crazy in love, and never turn back!

Happy Thursday friends...you are loved!!!

Hosanna in the Highest!

"After the Sabbath, at dawn on the first day of the week, Mary Magdalene and the other Mary went to look at the tomb.
There was a violent earthquake, for an angel of the Lord came down from heaven and, going to the tomb, rolled back the stone and sat on it. His appearance was like lightning, and his clothes were white as snow. The guards were so afraid of him that they shook and became like dead men.
The angel said to the women, “Do not be afraid, for I know that you are looking for Jesus, who was crucified. He is not here; he has risen, just as he said. Come and see the place where he lay. Then go quickly and tell his disciples: ‘He has risen from the dead and is going ahead of you into Galilee. There you will see him.’ Now I have told you.”
So the women hurried away from the tomb, afraid yet filled with joy, and ran to tell his disciples. Suddenly Jesus met them. “Greetings,” he said. They came to him, clasped his feet and worshiped him." Matthew 28:1-9

"Then the eleven disciples went to Galilee, to the mountain where Jesus had told them to go. When they saw him, they worshiped him; but some doubted. Then Jesus came to them and said, “All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me. Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age.”  Matthew 28:16-20

Carried to the Table

I really wanted to post the song "Carried to the Table" by Leeland yesterday in honor of Good Friday.  All week long I've been thinking about how the day Christ died is commemorated by being called "Good Friday."  At the same time I've been faced constantly with my brokenness and weaknesses, and how on my own I can do nothing.  And I am so thankful for the day that Jesus Christ became sin for me, was separated from God his Father, and surrendered his own will so that we might have eternal life, though we don't even deserve it.  What was so terrible for him is truly good for you and me.  How can we ever comprehend this unbelievable love the Father has for us?!  It's unfathomable,  yet I am overcome with gratitude for this incredible sacrifice that forever changes our eternity when we believe and follow Him.

"And I am convinced that nothing can ever separate us from God's love. Neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither our fears for today nor our worries about tomorrow--not even the powers of hell can separate us from God's love." Romans 8:38

I'm aware that to even begin to appreciate and honor Christ's goodness and the gift of salvation, we must first face our weaknesses and the sin in our own hearts.  I recently had a conversation with a friend who finds it frustrating that people seem to only put their "best foot forward" online and make their lives seem like they're perfect, whether on Facebook or in the blog world.  It made me think of how much I never want to portray that...yet it's often difficult to open up my brokenness to all and let others see my sin.  I'd much rather come up with some eloquent words and sentences that focus on the "pretty" parts of my life. 

"But he said to me, 'My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.' Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me." 2 Corinthians 12:9

Well, I'm here to tell you that I desperately need a Savior.  There is a whole lot about me that just isn't pretty.  The only good in me truly comes from Christ alone.  On my own I am painfully prideful, insecure, judgmental, critical, and vain.  I don't always build others up and I often speak in an unkind tone with hurtful words to my husband and those that I love.  I can be easily angered and impatient.  I struggle to not let others thoughts of me define my worth and thoughts of myself.  I consider myself too much and I struggle with comparing myself to others.  I've struggled with anorexia.  I've struggled with emotional eating and being overweight.  I struggle to be vulnerable and admit when I am wrong.  I become anxious when I should trust, and I am often selfish when I should be putting others first.  I have struggled with depression.  I don't like to feel out of control and I struggle with sarcasm.  I am forgetful and scatterbrained.  At times I'm not even close to being a good friend.  If you saw my home you would feel great about yours...because unlike many, it doesn't make me crazy when my home is not perfectly organized...but I often feel like I'm failing because of it.  I used to keep my door closed in college and miss out on relationships because I was embarrassed by my inability to keep a tidy room. 

"I am the vine; you are the branches. If a man remains in me and I in him, he will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing." John 15:5

The list could go on...but the point remains...I NEED A SAVIOR.  Any and all fruit and beauty in my life comes from God alone...anything that's good in me is all Jesus - I can take credit for nothing.  My relationship with Him is the source from which anything I might be tempted to boast about comes from.  He is faithful and gracious, full of goodness and mercy.  I am brought to my knees by his forgiveness and redemption in my life.  Because while I am so weak, He is always strong.

"But he was pierced for our transgressions, he was crushed for our sins; the punishment that brought us peace was upon him, and by his wounds we are healed." Isaiah 53:5

Lately I've been listening to the following song often...and any facade I may portray is shattered by its truths.  In honor of Good Friday and the day before Easter, I listen to it in remembrance of what my Lord and Savior did for me and for you...simply because of His great love for his children, His creation that He longs to live in relationship with.  I reflect on my brokenness and his sacrifice today...and tomorrow I sing praises in honor of his resurrection and that he is alive!  Death could not claim him and the tomb could not contain him - and now we too are victorious over it as well.  What a day that will be when we can stand face to face with Him in heaven...or down on our knees in response to his glory...all because Jesus came, died, and rose again.  All that we might live.  We are chosen, we are called, and in our weakness, we are carried by He who is strong.  Thank you Lord.

"Even in my weakness, the Savior called my name; in His holy presence, I am healed and unashamed." Leeland, "Carried to the Table"



And he said, "The Son of Man must suffer many things and be rejected by the elders, chief priests and teachers of the law, and he must be killed and on the third day be raised to life." Luke 9:21

"But whatever was to my profit I now consider loss for the sake of Christ. What is more, I consider everything a loss compared to the surpassing greatness of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord, for whose sake I have lost all things. I consider them rubbish, that I may gain Christ and be found in him, not having a righteousness of my own that comes from the law, but that which is through faith in Christ—the righteousness that comes from God and is by faith. I want to know Christ and the power of his resurrection and the fellowship of sharing in his sufferings, becoming like him in his death, and so, somehow, to attain to the resurrection from the dead." Phil. 3:7-10

Your Great Name

I am loving the song, "Your Great Name" by Natalie Grant right now.  Such a powerful worship song.  I strongly believe in the power of praying in the name of Jesus, as the bible calls us to do.  I love the line in the song that says, "The enemy; he has to leave, at the sound of your great name."  It is true that the devil cowers in fear when we mention the name of Jesus or when we claim scripture out loud.  This is something I've taken to a whole new level since I've been pregnant, constantly claiming this baby for Christ and casting out the enemy with the power of Jesus' name.  Recently our church held their annual Easter pageant, and I loved seeing the depiction of when Jesus was tempted in the desert, (Matthew 4:1-11), and spoke scripture to drive the devil away.  We need to remember the enemy that attacks us is a terrified coward.  He knows he is defeated and weak, but doesn't want us to believe it.  It's so important that we do not live our lives in fear but rather with the courage and power of the Holy Spirit.  We have been given such a gift to have access to our almighty God and Father and we must claim this opportunity in our lives.

I will never forget the first time I heard Erwin McManus speak and he told a story about his son being scared one night when he went to bed.  I think he was afraid of something in his room and he asked his dad if he would pray that God would take away the fear or the thing that was causing it.  Erwin said something like, "No, but I'll pray that God gives you courage and power through Him to overcome and destroy it."  I love the incredibly powerful perspective he taught his son in that moment. 

We are already victorious in Christ, yet are often tempted to live in fear or believe that we can be defeated at times.  We ask that anything that could cause us fear be taken away, rather than claiming Christ to conquer it.  As Easter approaches, I encourage you to cling more than ever to the redeeming power of Christ and his resurrection, pray in the great name of Jesus, and believe in his power with a courageous boldness.  Pray specific scriptures out loud for your life and your family, believing that God is who He says He is, and He will do what he says He will do.

"Your attitude should be the same as that of Christ Jesus:

Who, being in very nature God, did not consider equality with God something to be grasped,

but made himself nothing, taking the very nature of a servant, being made in human likeness.

And being found in appearance as a man, he humbled himself and became obedient to death--even death on a cross!

Therefore God exalted him to the highest place and gave him the name that is above every name,

that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, in heaven and on earth and under the earth,

and every tongue confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father." Philippians 2:5-11 

Hello Monday

Goodbye weekend, hello Miscellany Monday!

1.  Girls' Weekend 2011.  Yesterday I returned home from some wonderfully much needed girlfriend time.  Several years ago God beautifully orchestrated a group of amazing women to come together for bible study, friendship, and simply doing life together in Cincinnati.  We all came to the group at different times, but when we met we were all in early/mid twenties, not married, no kids.  So we've been through a lot.  Since then we have been scattered to different states and we are all 30 or over and in all kinds of different seasons of life.  There has been some serious heartache and some beautifully answered prayers in that sweet circle of friends; times when we've stayed in touch well, and times when we've been less connected.  Yet our friendships remain.  It takes a long time to develop deep friendships when you move to a new area and go through some major life transitions like I did a couple years ago.  Definitely some sadness comes a long with that.  Needless to say, it was a joy to be together again for some time away.  We all agreed that the friendships in that group are more like family, and it's just not something that can be recreated.  Our weekend was filled with talking and laughing until our throats hurt, crying together, praying together, and eating some seriously yummy food.  I think most of all we experienced how life giving it is just to have your heart heard, especially by the people who have seen you through much of that life that has carried you to this moment.  Those friends are my soul friends - the ones who will cry with me in my darkest moments, rejoice with me in the best ones.  We are prayer warriors for each other.  I am so grateful.  (And yet I took no pictures...little makeup, lots of pajama wearing...so I'll have to borrow a few from others and share them later!)  Thank you friends for the fun time!!

2.  Baby registry - advice needed!  So after spending so much time with friends who shared all their baby/birth/parenting stories and pumped me up for mine, I came back ready to register.  It's time to get ready for this baby!  (Shocking as that may be to me!!)  So Kevin and I went to Target, signed up to get one of those gun things, and tried to bust a move.  Easier said than done.  So I need some advice from you!!  What are your favorite lists to work from?  What store do you like to start at?  Where should I register?  (I'm thinking Babies R Us, Target, and Amazon)  Kevin loves to have a plan, and I realize I need one!  I've taken care of lots of babies....but never lived with one! :)  Where in the world do you start, and how do you make the best choice on more specific items when a list just gives you generic ideas?  Anyone still with me?  Help!! 

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3.  Sweet surrender.  Okay, when you are preparing for your first child, I'm finding that other people's birthing and parenting "war stories" can get me a little crazy if I let them.  (Though at the same time I love reading every single detail of all your birth stories...I'm just so weird right now in real life!! :) Wondering what it will be like for me, getting overwhelmed with the unknown, hearing that "if you think you're getting big/uncomfortable/in pain now, just wait until you're further along!"....it can all get to be a bit much sometimes at this stage of the game.  Of course no one is ill willed, just wanting to share their experience and help me prepare.  I guess I like to live in denial for now. ;)  If you're a bit of a psycho overthinker like me, you have to be very discerning about what to embrace and absorb.  And I'm learning to simply surrender...one day at a time.  I don't know if it's the pregnancy, hormones, or what, but lately I just desire quiet peace.  Especially in my heart.  Like resting in the calm before the storm, and just enjoying that calm.  I want to experience the freedom of trust.  Knowing that this peace and trust is a fruit of the spirit, a result of being connected to the vine, I know now more than ever I need to get connected to Him. 

"You keep him in perfect peace whose mind is stayed on You, because he trusts in You." Isaiah 26:3

"And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus."  Philippians 4:7

4.  A great idea!  Recently I found an awesome idea in a Family Fun magazine.  I don't know about you, but I just hate to throw away cards that people get me for any occasion.  I'm just too sentimental.  However my husband doesn't like the paper pile up, and doesn't think I can really enjoy them the way I have them stored.  So in this magazine I found something that will change my life - making a book out of the cards!  Seems so simple, but genius!  I have lots of leftover metal rings from teaching, so I am planning on punching 2 or 3 holes in the cards, making a cute cover out of  cardstock and maybe something sturdier, then putting them on a shelf or in a basket to enjoy....when I get all this out of storage of course! This will be wonderful to start out for my little person this summer!

Find this super cute idea and the source for this picture here!

5.  Reading this and loving it - I was recently reading the blog, 1+1+1=1, and found a great resource about biblical parenting called Raising Godly Tomatoes.  What's awesome is you can read the whole thing online.  I know there are a million and one opinions on sleep schedules, godly discipline, etc., but I love what the author of this book has to say so far.  I know that every child is different and what our baby will be like is unpredictable at this point, but I'd like to be somewhat prepared, and I know I have more time now than when I'm sleep deprived!  If you've heard of it I'd love to know what you think.  If not, check it out and let me know! 

That's all for now.  More to come this week like new preggo pics and how imperfect I truly am.  Exciting, right? :)  I know I fit a ridiculous amount of words into these posts - imagine talking to me in real life!!!  Also, if I haven't told you enough, your kind words mean the world to me!  I can't tell you what an encouragement you are - so THANK YOU!!!

I Like the Way You Move (Details at 20 Weeks!)

(That's the log cabin!!)

(We decided on this night my belly totally looked like an Easter egg!  Will we be painting it in a couple weeks on vacation??  Of course! :)

I am 20 weeks pregnant!!! Half way there, can you believe it!? We had our big ultrasound appointment Monday and stayed strong with our decision not to find out. Though that was a bit tough for me. The ultrasound tech was so sweet and let me ask a million questions. I told her how crazy it was that she is the only person in the world to know what we're having!
My sweet little dancer is having quite the party in me these days!  It's the most amazing feeling.  I would say if I had been confident about what I had been feeling that I felt movement for the first time around 18 weeks.  A little kick or punch here or there.  Then last Tuesday Kevin and I got mini blizzards at Dairy Queen, and while watching a movie I definitely felt Baby Love do some sort of swimming...it felt like a big bubble.  Very cute and very exciting!  (I think the strawberry cheesequake blizzard helped!)

Then came the ultrasound and seeing our precious baby!!!  Wow.  It was so emotional and wonderful and sweet.  So neat to see how he/she has developed...and of course I think Baby Love is SOOO cute!  :)  It definitely made me want to hold and comfort him or her....though I know he or she is quite cozy and happy in there for now!  We only got a couple photos of that sweet face because the little thing was being quite shy and facing my back most of the time.  (I'll share those soon!)  I just can't wait to find out if it's a boy or a girl...I do believe the surprise will be worth it, but the wait is hard!!  After seeing the baby, then talking to the ultrasound tech/doctor about what makes him/her move the most as well as what that might feel like, I am very much more aware of the baby's movements.  It's almost like I'm more in tuned to them because I saw the little one who's in there doing it!  Crazy.  And I love every second.  I actually prefer to feel the movements as a reminder of my baby's life.  So wake up little one!

I will say that these days I just want to let the tears flow.  I understand the hormones will do that to you, but I also think it's by God's design.  Letting your tears fall is so therapeutic, so natural to how God designed us.  And they're such a reminder of our need for Him.  I'm also not afraid to say I'm having strong moments of feeling overwhelmed lately.  It's taking me a lot of energy to find something that I like to eat on a consistent basis.  Still getting sick and feeling nauseous.  And I'm so very tired.  Both my mind and my body have definitely entered the mom world.  I think a lot about being a good mom now and when the baby comes.  There's so much I want to be doing more consistently.  I'm also not at all a good shopper but in the next couple days I have to take the maternity clothes plunge.  Reality has hit!  I just so badly want to stay positive and enjoy it all.  And truthfully I really am enjoying it in my heart - so fascinating and sweet, even if my body's having a hard time. :)

Other fun facts:

Weight gain: According to the doctor - 4lbs.  According to me, (from the day I found out) - 8lbs.

Baby Size: Sweet thing is the size of a melon! (Maybe if he/she rolled up into a ball??) And the length of a banana!

Names: We have a boy name and a girl name, and I love them.  I look forward to explaining their meanings and why we chose them to Baby Love.  Isn't it crazy but fun how we all have such different tastes and ideas when it comes to naming children?!  A special privilege for sure.

Nursery: I'm going for bright, whimsical, modern, and nostalgic.  We'll see how that goes on a tight budget once we have a place to live!!  Some of my favorite sites for inspiration are Oh Dee Doh, Project Nursery, Petit Collage, Etsy, and Layla Grace.  The blog world is my best friend when it comes to help with this.  Oh how I wish I'd been blogging when I got married! :)

Cravings: Food from one of our favorite restaurants that someone else prepares.  Like a house salad with extra cucumbers, tomatoes, and croutons, with honey mustard and tangy tomato dressing, and a sweet potato and brown bread from Outback.  Or crabcakes, mashed potatoes and warm bread from Mitchell's. Yum.  Food prep and the smell of our own living space is the greatest challenge for me, unfortunately.  (Not that we smell, but you know what I mean! :)  Too bad this is the most budget friendly option!!  And we've actually been living in other people's spaces since we became pregnant, so maybe this contributes??

Maternity clothes: My mom just got me some super cute tops and a pair of pajama pants.  Just in time.  Now I'm on the lookout for some cute skirts and dresses to live in!

Sleeping:  Difficult.  I have never ever slept on my side, so it's been a struggle for me.  I also have crazy dreams.  Last night I dreamt the baby kicked so hard that it's little toes came out of my belly.  Then it crawled out the side of my stomach...and it was a baby doll with curly brown hair!!  What?!  No wonder I'm so tired and overwhelmed.  Ha ha.  I remember panicking and wondering if the doctor could put it back in to keep growing!

Other thoughts:  We have been doing a lot of thinking and praying about the things we want to be most consistent with when it comes to our child.  I think a lot about what I want our home to be like or the different routines I want to do with the baby.  (Singing, reading, praying, etc.)  We also started watching a 5 session dvd series called "Right From the Start," by Barbara and Dennis Rainey.  We watched the first one this week and had a great conversation about the values we want to be the foundation of our family, and how we want to start discipling/training up our little one in the Lord. I know we'll have good days, bad days, and sleep deprived days, and always be in desperate need of God's grace to cover this!

Fun moments: The 20 week ultrasound, and the fact that my mom and grandma were able to come to town for it...feeling the baby move a lot more...wearing my first maternity clothes...having a sweet little 4 yr. old girl at church ask me what I was going to name the baby...having pics of our sweet Baby Love!!!

Verses I am claiming:

"Do not worry then, saying, 'What will we eat?' or 'What will we drink?' or 'What will we wear for clothing?'....your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things.  But seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things will be added to you.  So do not worry about tomorrow; for tomorrow will care for itself.  Each day has enough trouble of its own."  Matthew 6:31-34

"Let everything that has breath praise the Lord." Psalm 150:6